Rubatosis was born in a cold night of november, when I was laying on my bed and suddenly came to the realization that my heart was beating surprisingly loud against my chest. I’ve always known I have a heart, obviously, but it seemed like I had never noticed it before. Its steady relentless beat made me calm down and fall asleep. That night, it was like finding out I was a very human and alive thing, not a lost piece of shattered glass.
So the idea of having a space where my deepest, most intimate and secret thoughts could be grew in my mind. And there it was, Rubatosis, a heart beat that changed my perspective, forever.
This place will be wild and biased – but it will be honest.
I’m a French – kind of brazilian also – teenage girl, completely awkward when it comes to social life, shy, depressed at times, but determined to make my voice heard. You may try to define me, as we all do. But I’m just human and I hope, humane.